When the head is crowded and your soul is too

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BY SIR JOE QUARTERMAN & FREE SOUL
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(this will make you smile and laugh maybe literally lol (is that llol?)
i’ll try to remember to put this in the comment section to with full credits if possible.
TomBeetle Bailey

Pain speaking pretty loud but i’ll take THIS physical pain over the pains of mental and spiritual anguish i have had in the past….no more of that torture. God is good and bearing my weight. GOD’S GOT MY BACK gasp emoticon wink emoticon smile emoticon JOHN 3:17 (yes, yaknow the verse above verse 16)https://youtu.be/Cx4nNpyVDuU

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TomBeetle Bailey

“We all got something”

…some of us got several things, we all have gifts, we all have disabilities, strengths and weaknesses, we are ALL human, thank you for being human too. ~Trusting the Superhuman, the GOD MAN, Jesus Christ to help me like only He can and work thru me and others IN HIM to help each other thru this mucked up world.https://youtu.be/1_4HGFdNwY0

Creed’s Scott Stapp Reveals his BiPolar Disorder

What do you suffer with?
I just cut and pasted this, not sure i need to say anything more.
If you care about me, others, yourself i trust the above info. God can use  to help you and others.
For me Jesus is the way, the only way. God is LOVE. The best thing is HE is Superhuman. His Spirit is above all. If ‘found that out to be true. I am developing a relationship with Him, the seed was planted long ago and when religious people left me alone and when people who loved engaged themselves with me God got a hold of my heart personally.
I will continue to develop this relationship, i will probably mess up here and there, but “what if i stumble what if i fall” (dctalk Jesus freak ref.)
HE IS STILL THERE
i think we are ALL way too use to conditional love, i won’t get into all that, don’t think i need to, reader you know what i mean because you too are human and put expectations on others.
You have expectations, certain things, behavior that is required by family, friends, others. We all do, that is what getting things done is all about. BEing a responsible person that people can depend on is a real good thing. However, if others expectations are taken more serious and honored more than God’s expectations on us i have a problem, we have a problem.
When God’s expectations and His unconditional love shouts,
“Just love me 1st. Serve ME 1st, take a day off, keep at least that one day set aside (holy)”
and then it (sometimes) gets filled (by some) with being busy going to church more than being the church.
i have a serious problem.
Shouldn’t i?
Shouldn’t we?
Go to Steve Simms post/book if this is moving you inside.
Thanks to Steve and his willingness to be used by God, just a simple ordinary man made extraordinary by God,  the fire of The Holy Spirit is raging in me.
So, i got a problem, as mentioned above if your speed reading or skimming this….
  • Is it because i am unstable mentally?
  • Is it because i am being a jerk or been jerked around , a yes man trying to please others?  
  • Is it because….
Does it matter why?
What matters is keeping the main thing the main thing. As i ref. in another post…
‘Jesus was a carpenter, probably the  best, but that wasn’t His main gig.’ (click here)
I need to close now but if you want to argue or check in on me or leave a comment with your opinion that would be great but just know,
“You can refute how i feel, you can debate what i’ve said, you can help me with my grammar and spelling of how i said it (you will get extra brownie points and sincere appreciation for that full time job editing my stuff), you can even argue over what The Holy Bible says, but….
“You can not refute what is going on in my head and my heart and my personal experience and encounter and on going relationship with The Holy Spirit. Nor can i or will i refute you for what you are finding to be the truth.  i will ask you, how is that working out for you?”
Look, be honest with me and with yourself and think, THINK for yourself and ask yourself,
“Is it a lifestyle or just something you’re just going along with. Is it a religion, just another gathering or attendance thing or is it more like falling deeper and deeper in love with someone?
(Credits in comment section or directly on Youtube)
i too, “I’m after love that lasts, not more religion. I want you to know God, not go to more prayer meetings.” (Hosea 6:4 click here to go to Hosea chapter 6) <<<—–that makes it pretty accessible huh?
Read all about, those are God’s words not mine.
It is pretty clear what God wants and needs from us.
Show me your joy, your real peace and i’ll show you mine and let’s either agree to agree or agree to disagree but let’s just all START to get along and TRY to love one another.
Thank you for reading and letting me share and get in your head, keep what is good and delete, swipe left or best yet, swipe up and let the good stay and throw out the bad, throw it away.
I’m closing this post now because enough said.

Pressing On,

Tom “Beetle” Bailey

When i wrote this i was working at The Salvation Army of Saint Augustine, Florida

That was also my church. Visit their Facebook page:

https://www.facebook.com/The-Salvation-Army-of-Saint-Augustine-204243596357064/timeline/

And if you’re ever in beautiful Saint Augustine, Florida visit

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  2. For those hearing impaired turn this one up to 11 and feel it:

    Creed’s Scott Stapp solo project, this was before
    Scott revealed his BiPolar Disorder or was even fully aware of it himself.

    From his solo album The Great Divide.

    Welcome friends
    I have nothing to hide
    The journey’s end has left a mark inside
    I’m sure you’ve heard the rumors, jealousies
    And all the lies

    I do not fear you
    Do you fear me?
    Love again

    I reach out
    Can’t give in
    Learn to listen to that voice within my soul
    I reach out
    Can’t give in
    Learn to listen to it

    No victims
    These choices were all mine
    Looking within
    These scars will heal with time
    There’s no excuse for weakness, selfishness
    Or compromise

    I do not fear you
    Do you fear me?
    Love again

    I reach out
    Can’t give in
    Learn to listen to that voice within my soul
    I reach out
    Can’t give in
    Learn to listen to it

    I reach out
    I reach out
    Can’t give in
    Can’t give in

    I reach out (I reach out)
    I give in
    Can we start again?
    I finally hear this reason
    I wish there was no fall
    I’ll never be alone again
    Screaming at the walls

    I reach out
    I reach out
    I reach out
    I reach out

    I reach out
    Can’t give in
    Learn to listen to that voice within my soul
    I reach out
    Can’t give in
    Learn to listen to it

    I reach out
    Can’t give in
    Learn to listen to that voice within my soul
    I reach out
    Can’t give in
    Learn to listen to it
    Learn to listen to it
    Learn to listen to it
    Listen to that voice within my soul

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    I don’t know Scott but i know tom “”Beetle” bailey pretty good. I’ve been there and back. It is so good to be back but maybe you or someone you know is not back, not here, they are “there” struggling with something…mania, depression. Maybe they have let someone push some buttons or pull some triggers. Go to: YOU MADE ME DO IT !!!????for some help;
    call someone.
    You may be put on hold or
    pushed aside
    but try, try and try again, keep trying…
    don’t give up, don’t DON’T LOSE HEART
    However, just know that if you are contacting a human you may get a busy signal. You may get mixed signals. You may not get anything.

    “I have gotten lots of shtuff” when i have reached out to friends, pastors, professional, head doctors, heart doctors but it wasn’t until i contacted the Chief Physician, the Physician of physicians that i got real help. (Some call Him The King of kings, some call Him that and believe it and live like it).

    Here is a story if you are so inclined:The Chief Physician Story <—-still rough draft of a novel i've been working on since 2012, when i was hit by that truck. Some of it i wrote with voice recognition because my left side was paralyzed. ~be patient with me the Dr. is still working on me in more ways than one.

    https://tombeetlebailey.wordpress.com/2015/08/27/story-the-chief-physician/

    HIM AND MY PRAYER JOURNAL, that is my best medicine. Yes i take stuff the pro's tell me will help and it does but that alone just don't work for me.

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