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Pain speaking pretty loud but i’ll take THIS physical pain over the pains of mental and spiritual anguish i have had in the past….no more of that torture. God is good and bearing my weight. GOD’S GOT MY BACK gasp emoticon wink emoticon smile emoticon JOHN 3:17 (yes, yaknow the verse above verse 16)https://youtu.be/Cx4nNpyVDuU
“We all got something”
…some of us got several things, we all have gifts, we all have disabilities, strengths and weaknesses, we are ALL human, thank you for being human too. ~Trusting the Superhuman, the GOD MAN, Jesus Christ to help me like only He can and work thru me and others IN HIM to help each other thru this mucked up world.https://youtu.be/1_4HGFdNwY0
Creed’s Scott Stapp Reveals his BiPolar Disorder
“Just love me 1st. Serve ME 1st, take a day off, keep at least that one day set aside (holy)”
- Is it because i am unstable mentally?
- Is it because i am being a jerk or been jerked around , a yes man trying to please others?
- Is it because….
‘Jesus was a carpenter, probably the best, but that wasn’t His main gig.’ (click here)
“You can refute how i feel, you can debate what i’ve said, you can help me with my grammar and spelling of how i said it (you will get extra brownie points and sincere appreciation for that full time job editing my stuff), you can even argue over what The Holy Bible says, but….
“You can not refute what is going on in my head and my heart and my personal experience and encounter and on going relationship with The Holy Spirit. Nor can i or will i refute you for what you are finding to be the truth. i will ask you, how is that working out for you?”
“Is it a lifestyle or just something you’re just going along with. Is it a religion, just another gathering or attendance thing or is it more like falling deeper and deeper in love with someone?
Show me your joy, your real peace and i’ll show you mine and let’s either agree to agree or agree to disagree but let’s just all START to get along and TRY to love one another.
Pressing On,
Tom “Beetle” Bailey
When i wrote this i was working at The Salvation Army of Saint Augustine, Florida
That was also my church. Visit their Facebook page:
https://www.facebook.com/The-Salvation-Army-of-Saint-Augustine-204243596357064/timeline/
And if you’re ever in beautiful Saint Augustine, Florida visit
at 1425 Old Dixie Highway Saint Augustine, FL 32084
904-824-6956
awaiting anyone’s reply….
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Music video by Matthew West performing The Motions.
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Music video by Jason Gray performing More Like Falling In Love.
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I’ VE GOT SO MUCH TROUBLE IN MY MIND by Sir Joe Quarterman & free Soul
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Collective Soul: Disciplined Breakdown
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Precious Declaration (Video)
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one of their most popular, you may ave never hear in this light…
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For those hearing impaired turn this one up to 11 and feel it:
Creed’s Scott Stapp solo project, this was before
Scott revealed his BiPolar Disorder or was even fully aware of it himself.
From his solo album The Great Divide.
Welcome friends
I have nothing to hide
The journey’s end has left a mark inside
I’m sure you’ve heard the rumors, jealousies
And all the lies
I do not fear you
Do you fear me?
Love again
I reach out
Can’t give in
Learn to listen to that voice within my soul
I reach out
Can’t give in
Learn to listen to it
No victims
These choices were all mine
Looking within
These scars will heal with time
There’s no excuse for weakness, selfishness
Or compromise
I do not fear you
Do you fear me?
Love again
I reach out
Can’t give in
Learn to listen to that voice within my soul
I reach out
Can’t give in
Learn to listen to it
I reach out
I reach out
Can’t give in
Can’t give in
I reach out (I reach out)
I give in
Can we start again?
I finally hear this reason
I wish there was no fall
I’ll never be alone again
Screaming at the walls
I reach out
I reach out
I reach out
I reach out
I reach out
Can’t give in
Learn to listen to that voice within my soul
I reach out
Can’t give in
Learn to listen to it
I reach out
Can’t give in
Learn to listen to that voice within my soul
I reach out
Can’t give in
Learn to listen to it
Learn to listen to it
Learn to listen to it
Listen to that voice within my soul
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I don’t know Scott but i know tom “”Beetle” bailey pretty good. I’ve been there and back. It is so good to be back but maybe you or someone you know is not back, not here, they are “there” struggling with something…mania, depression. Maybe they have let someone push some buttons or pull some triggers. Go to: YOU MADE ME DO IT !!!????for some help;
call someone.
You may be put on hold or
pushed aside
but try, try and try again, keep trying…
don’t give up, don’t DON’T LOSE HEART
However, just know that if you are contacting a human you may get a busy signal. You may get mixed signals. You may not get anything.
“I have gotten lots of shtuff” when i have reached out to friends, pastors, professional, head doctors, heart doctors but it wasn’t until i contacted the Chief Physician, the Physician of physicians that i got real help. (Some call Him The King of kings, some call Him that and believe it and live like it).
Here is a story if you are so inclined:The Chief Physician Story <—-still rough draft of a novel i've been working on since 2012, when i was hit by that truck. Some of it i wrote with voice recognition because my left side was paralyzed. ~be patient with me the Dr. is still working on me in more ways than one.
HIM AND MY PRAYER JOURNAL, that is my best medicine. Yes i take stuff the pro's tell me will help and it does but that alone just don't work for me.
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